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Breathing

Posted on Thursday, April 24th, 2008

Song of the day is “Work” by Jars of Clay (surprise surprise!)

yes, i realize he resembles Snape in this video, it is a bit odd
I have no fear of drowning
It’s the breathing that’s taking all this work.
Sometimes life really does feel that way (for me at least). There have been times when it […]

It’s Uncanny…

Posted on Wednesday, April 9th, 2008

I figure I’d provide a little laugh for the rest of the world
(thanks for pointing this out Elaine … i think )
This is a pic of me about a year ago after a friend attacked my hair with a straightener … my hair didn’t recover lol

and here’s my little prime-ape look alike […]

Decrypt nested eval gzinflate str_rot13 base64_decode

Posted on Saturday, March 22nd, 2008

So I went ahead and wrote a script to undo massively nested eval(gzinflate(str_rot13(base64_decode(‘STRING’)))); and eval(gzinflate(base64_decode(‘STRING’))); “encryptions” with a multitude of both of them inside it. The string from the original footer here had to go through 67 different iterations before it got to the real source code (talk about overkill).
If you have strings that aren’t […]

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Oh to Be Free

Monday, July 7th, 2008

I can’t remember the last time I woke up eager to face the day. Without running through thousands of scenarios of how the day could / will go wrong. That’s not even to say that the situations I’m in or the things I’m doing really call for such thoughts, it’s just everyday stuff. It’s getting […]

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Hands Held High

Sunday, April 6th, 2008

Today’s song is “Leave Out All The Rest” by Linkin Park:

For the longest time, one of my most prominent fears is leaving this world having accomplished nothing. Without having touched somebody’s life (hopefully more than one) … with no one really caring that I’ve gone and then having to try and explain to St. Peter […]

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Secrets Are Great, Anonymity Is Better

Saturday, March 22nd, 2008

Letters from Post Secret that I can (sadly) relate to:

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Lovey Dovey Bullcrap

Wednesday, February 13th, 2008

Feelin’ the love …
Forgotten what the holidays are.
Missed birthdays.
Lost friends.
Misplaced dreams and aspirations.
Lost the sense of who I am.
Ever present, always forgotten.
Me.
-josh

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Still Here… Sadly

Sunday, February 3rd, 2008

I randomly remembered an old blog of mine jclay.blogsome.com and was reading through the numerous posts I made (69 total) and had some fun reminiscing. Thing is it also made me feel even more distant from life in general that I already was. Remembering how happy I was, despite some of the angry ranting posts […]