Who is it

Have you ever felt like something … something major is missing from your life? In such a way that you are unsure what your future holds, and whether it’s worth being there for. People that once were the closest and most important assests to your being … have … they have completely disappeared from your life entirely. You wake up each day, thinking about the last … wondering if anything had changed. Once you realize that you life is the same … and will be the same … you want to gouge your eyes out, so you will no longer be witness to it. You wonder where the happiness has all gone … where the smiles and laughter with the those you knew …

Anything that reminds me of her … the one who took care of me all my life … brings me to tears.

I’m ready for that one thing … that thing that can change everything … change my world … bring me back … from all of this.

Are you the one … is it possible. What do I do? I’d ask my mom for help … but you are the only one around. Is that for a reason …

Somebody save me. Ask me the one question that will get me talking …